a l y n a p p i e s . c o m

my noodle hurts.
*rolls over and dies.
ughh.

Currently listening to:-
Renee Olstead - A Love That Will Last

very much to my own suprise, the weekend has left me feeling thoroughly drained. perhaps its an obvious sign of ageing? heh.

saturday night, i attended my grand aunt’s funeral wake. on sunday morning, i had to represent my whole family by joining in on prayers and followed the hearse all the way to the cemetary. felt kinda grown up… but sad at the same time… because it just made me realise the inevitable. as i watched my relatives grieve the lost of their mother/grandmother/greatgrandmother, i thought of uncle bernie. that i never got to see him one last time. it’s been more than a year already. and i never see him in my dreams anymore.

on sunday night, i attended a wedding dinner as well. in some ways it was amazing, how there’s always a kind of balance. the end of one journey is the beginning of another.

so, now… how do i recharge my batteries?
i feel so lethargic and slow.
my brain feels stale.
*blank look…
creative hiatus?
*__*
zZzzz…