a l y n a p p i e s . c o m

iiishh.

alynappies — Sun, 29 Aug 2010 15:10:41 +0000

What’s the point in being so nice all the time? I just keep getting taken for granted and disappointed.

It makes me boil every time anyone says something but doesn’t mean it. Maybe i shouldn’t care so much as well so it wouldn’t bother me so much!

bleh bleh blehhhh.

i’ve had it up to right about here!

I tell you!…No more Missus Nice Person!!

kitty!

alynappies — Wed, 11 Aug 2010 09:35:39 +0000

just decided to update my header image for the sake of it. Meet one of my two kitties… Treble! isn’t she just the purdiest :P

change?

alynappies — Mon, 02 Aug 2010 20:07:34 +0000

i know it’s been damn long since i’ve really given this site an update. i know i should do something about it… :\

i just need to get off my procrastinating ass.

a push… anyone?

. . .

alynappies — Sat, 03 Jul 2010 17:09:46 +0000

>B \

it’s not easy.

bahhhhh.

blah blah blahhh

alynappies — Sun, 24 Jan 2010 10:34:46 +0000

stupid expectations. stupid other ppl’s expectations of me. stupid excuse for putting the blame on me when other ppl break things that don’t belong to them. bahhhhh.

headache. vomit blood only.

hate hate hate.

bahhhhh.

>B”[

irks

alynappies — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 16:36:39 +0000

I will not compromise my beliefs and principals.

does that make me too honest and cruel?

I just think I shouldn’t waste my time being someone I’m obviously not just to please the general public.

I am me.

deal with it.

status quo.

alynappies — Sun, 10 May 2009 10:59:08 +0000

when you think things just might get a little better… don’t bother.

everythings so bloody frustrating.

life

alynappies — Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:44:35 +0000

like it couldn’t get any worse than it already is.

the last year didn’t feel like it brought much improvement to my life. same ol job. put on weight. hardly had any time really to do what i wanted to do. scoldings. favoritism. everything i did was not good enough. useless. no bonus. plenty of late nights at work but no overtime. pants don’t fit. nothing fits. still can’t afford to own my own place. haven’t been on a real holiday(involving airtickets, tours… singaporef1 doesn’t count since it was crazy crossing the border like i lived in jb and worked in sg) since… i don’t know when. wisdom tooth extraction overdued. ppl looking at me up and down. ppl with their stupid standards. feeling like i’m not good enough. friend’s doing better than me. privacy invasion. judgmental parents. hair loss. neckache. sleep shortage. silent road rage. fear. tears. voids. don’t give a shit’s. the list goes on…

and thanks for telling me i’m fat. AGAIN.

here’s to another night of gastric attack and gaping sanity.

just great.

.not so merry christmas.

alynappies — Sun, 21 Dec 2008 16:32:44 +0000

i so don’t want to work through the year end holiday when everyone else around me is nicely clearing their annual leave. and the worst part of it all is that i don’t even get overtime. so why am i still working at a company that underpays, overworks and does not appreciate my opinion?

there are so many things that i need to do for myself. but honestly, i lack determination and follow through. i think somehow, the state of things i’m in has become strangely comfortable. and it’s starting to worry me. alot.

i need intervention.

i need to rethink and try to focus.

sigh… easier said than done.

and where the heck did all my previous photos go?

geez….

made this today! anyone wanna buy this for 50 bucks? no.. the phone and cards are not included :P

Current Lacking:-
Sleep

apparently…

alynappies — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 17:24:09 +0000

i’m stupid.
i’m useless.
i’m disrespectful.
i’m lazy.
i’m naive.
i’m an unfilial daughter.

yes. apparently.

i really, really hate where i am now.