What’s the point in being so nice all the time? I just keep getting taken for granted and disappointed.
It makes me boil every time anyone says something but doesn’t mean it. Maybe i shouldn’t care so much as well so it wouldn’t bother me so much!
bleh bleh blehhhh.
i’ve had it up to right about here!
I tell you!…No more Missus Nice Person!!
just decided to update my header image for the sake of it. Meet one of my two kitties… Treble! isn’t she just the purdiest :P
i know it’s been damn long since i’ve really given this site an update. i know i should do something about it… :\
i just need to get off my procrastinating ass.
a push… anyone?
stupid expectations. stupid other ppl’s expectations of me. stupid excuse for putting the blame on me when other ppl break things that don’t belong to them. bahhhhh.
headache. vomit blood only.
hate hate hate.
bahhhhh.
>B”[
I will not compromise my beliefs and principals.
does that make me too honest and cruel?
I just think I shouldn’t waste my time being someone I’m obviously not just to please the general public.
I am me.
deal with it.
when you think things just might get a little better… don’t bother.
everythings so bloody frustrating.
like it couldn’t get any worse than it already is.
the last year didn’t feel like it brought much improvement to my life. same ol job. put on weight. hardly had any time really to do what i wanted to do. scoldings. favoritism. everything i did was not good enough. useless. no bonus. plenty of late nights at work but no overtime. pants don’t fit. nothing fits. still can’t afford to own my own place. haven’t been on a real holiday(involving airtickets, tours… singaporef1 doesn’t count since it was crazy crossing the border like i lived in jb and worked in sg) since… i don’t know when. wisdom tooth extraction overdued. ppl looking at me up and down. ppl with their stupid standards. feeling like i’m not good enough. friend’s doing better than me. privacy invasion. judgmental parents. hair loss. neckache. sleep shortage. silent road rage. fear. tears. voids. don’t give a shit’s. the list goes on…
and thanks for telling me i’m fat. AGAIN.
here’s to another night of gastric attack and gaping sanity.
just great.
i’m stupid.
i’m useless.
i’m disrespectful.
i’m lazy.
i’m naive.
i’m an unfilial daughter.
yes. apparently.
i really, really hate where i am now.
i know everyone’s kinda wound up about the gawddang petrol hike. but seriously, that’s nothing compared to what it did to ppl on the road. everyone turned into an idiot behind the wheel. and not to mention the two jackasses who scratched their way into lola just to get ahead. >X”[
hate.
!