a l y n a p p i e s . c o m

i’m stupid.
i’m useless.
i’m disrespectful.
i’m lazy.
i’m naive.
i’m an unfilial daughter.

yes. apparently.

i really, really hate where i am now.

i know everyone’s kinda wound up about the gawddang petrol hike. but seriously, that’s nothing compared to what it did to ppl on the road. everyone turned into an idiot behind the wheel. and not to mention the two jackasses who scratched their way into lola just to get ahead. >X”[

hate.

!

i really can’t understand. the spite. the self righteousness. the insensitivity. the indifference. the pompousness. it’s downright fish mongering. is that what you call love? it’s soooo beyond what i can digest.

:(

anyway. yesterday the olympic torch passed through kl. tried to take some photos and videos of it from work but most of em turned out quite small and blur.anyhoo… i think the only part about it that i liked was how it made my journey out of the city pleasantly jam free. hurhur. but seriously la, it’s been 44 years since. we’re allowed to be a little jakun i’m sure. @_@

i really don’t know whats wrong with ppl nowadays. where did common decency go? where did chivalry go? honestly. it just makes me boil! fucking scrape Lola’s bumper and not even leave me a note to say sorry? i was in my parking box. i did not exceed my parking spot. in fact, i parked so much closer to the pillar, so that fuckers like you would have more room to maneuver. and this isn’t the first time. one dent on door, and another scrape near my petrol cap. fark all you idiots and wenches!

and i’m so sick of sean kingston’s beautiful girl song. why is it okay to sing a song about being suicidal? and don’t get me started on daughtry, carrie underwood and U2. and for the love of god… please stop going on and on about the brollie song. i. hate. it!!!!

i’ve got such a long list of things i hate. so much so that i’ve already got a hate list going on in my work journal and i don’t think it’s very pretty. i think one of these days, i want to list out properly what i hate and weigh it against what i like.

i think i might just have high blood one day. soon. maybe.

and i don’t like it. not even one bit of it.

lei sai mm sai gam yeong?
lei fat meh pei hei?

apparently when being shouted at and wrongly accused, you are not supposed to be hurt or furious and have a smile etched onto your face at all times.

i too have feelings! it’s not about disrespecting you okay. That’s not the point here.

You thought me this before. TACT. so where was it?

i so don’t want to grow up to be just like you.

yummmm. nothing beats making ur own tong yuen. gimmie none of that ginger soup crap. peanuts good. yes… yes… excellent. X”D

i’m so tired… i’m so sleepy…

zzzz

sometimes, it’s the only thing to do.

i don’t really understand it that much though. parents.
we spend so much time trying to live up to their expectations, but only to find ourselves totally burnt out. i’m not saying that i don’t want to care, but it would actually be nice to be understood and appreciated.

+, i’m so gonna do a major overdued spring cleaning before the year ends.

Currently listening to:-
Westlife - Home

i leave my blog alone for almost two months and what do i get? 8766 spam comments pending my authorization! and not even one of it was genuine. *slap forehead… oh well…

quite a bit has been going on but by the time i’m in front of the puter… my mind’s pretty much blank. let alone remember to blog. :\ maybe i really should consider closing this site down.

i went to visit jennifer again today and got to see Jayden again. cute as a button la.. but he’s such a crybaby. ;P getting heavier by the day and wants to be carried all the time. i can hardly wait till he’s bigger and can remember who i am.

i’ve been thinking of trading in my powerbook dinosour for a new macbook and was told that the maccity in amcorp accepts trade-ins, so i emailed them at the beginning of the week and at first they were very quick to respond my emails… but by midweek.. they had not replied me on a estimate value based on the specs i gave them. i started to get kinda peeved cos it left me hanging. i decided to go by their store in amcorp and looked up the person who i liaised with, who turns out to be just a sales lady. she gave a rather lame excuse for not replying my email. you say u weren’t working yesterday… but u had more than 3 days to reply me. anyway.. since i was there.. i wanted their technician to run a check on my pb’s condition and give me a quote for its trade-in value. she told me to come back maybe 2 or 3 hours later as a full diagnostic would take that long. reluctantly i left my pb there. she said she’d get the technician to call me to let me know the details and value.

so i waited.. and waited.. and finally the guy calls. and told me what i already knew and then some. “your battery life is very short”(don’t need a genius to figure that out la right after 4 years), “your hdd got problem..OS start up slow”(rubbish… i’ve never had any problems with that). Funny thing is… the left side speaker is dead.. but he never mentioned anything about it. the fella told me the same sales lady would be contacting me at about 7 or 8 to let me know the trade-in value. i asked the fella why so late. he couldn’t give me a proper answer. and so i waited.. and waited again. it was almost 8 and she still hadn’t called. i gave up waiting and just went to collect it back whether they were done with it or not.

when i got there… the goddamn sales lady went home already! bloodyhell! there was only 1 lady staff left and i told her off for her colleagues irresponsible behaviour and their failure to communicate. she calls up her colleague and asks what is the trade-in value. and when she told me how much they were willing to offer… you guess la how much!! 800fricking ringgit. want to take me for a ride issit. i told the lady forget it. i’m not that stupid.

i’m just very upset about the whole experience and to think that these buggers got some retailer 2007 award from apple’s country manager. screw you la maccity.

i’ll stop complaining for now.
want to get back to my septimus heap book 3 now.
aih.

2 weeks
2 stores
36,000 sqft ?
10 scratches
1 slightly scrapped leg
10 dried skin peeling fingers
2 achy feet
24+- working hours approx. to be claimed
12? parking receipts
1 infected ear
1 constant boogerfied nose
6 hand washings a day
1 good pen lost
1 dusty lola
4 bottles of 100+
1 priceless experience
1 relieved aly

zzzzz *droool…..

now please go and help sales so i can get a big fat unexpected bonus. go go go!